I joined weight watchers a few weeks ago and finally got the courage to go back to my favorite meeting, to face the scale. I knew I had hit a all time high. After my May adventure camping with buddies I got some of the pictures back from the trip and my jaw hit the floor when I saw the ones of me. My idea of what I looked like and the cameras was totally different. I was shocked! But it took having a crush on a guy and seeing a pretty girl talk to him to make me want to change my weight, my self esteem, and the way I go about handling my life. I was sick of tired of the what ifs. I was sick of being the ghost girl. I was tired of not being noticed, and most of all I really hated how low I thought of myself. So blog readers I'm here to bare it all and to share my experience as I go about this.
So first meeting. I faced the scale and it was bad but I didn't cry about it. I was at 195! I don't even remember what we talked about but I really was happy when my WW leader said its really great to see you again Elaine. I like her a lot and I think that's important. I love saying "I'm AWESOME" at the end of the meetings because after my meeting I really do feel awesome.
I went to my second meeting this past Saturday and my ww leader was out and a nice gal took her place. I liked her too and its nice to have a back up plan. I had lost 1.6 even though I was sick all week and only exercised three times and ate OK. I tracked two out of seven days. I also made the veggie soup and added some tofu. It looks fried but I used less than a teaspoon. Its the beauty of a le creuset pan.
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